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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?
"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.
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Zheng Kai
01.11.1989
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
today's an interesting day ahah as quoted from someone...=p
had the last chinese lesson. surprisingly the tcher gave up scoldings already..gt back result slip later... it was quite shocking.. and had a rather interesting OP rehearsal haha... think op is the most enjoyable of pw coz its the part we see MEs more than AEs lol. haha.
the chinese tcher mentioned something today.. abt pw.. which is quite true haha.. although the chinese exam is only like in 2 days time... none of us feel like a major A lvl chinese exam is impending and preparation is just almost outta the qn. of course nt for all.. but for most and me i can safely say ahha. and we seemed to be engaged in pw op like everyday and chinese lessons are just so uncommon! wonder wad's gonna happen on fri...
besides im nt aiming for anything high.. knowing my chinese standards..
went to pizza hut to eat with gw and gw thanks for making it so unforgettable.. for telling me stuff i would never ever imagine happening in this world.. much less to ppl close to me.. tsk tsk. nvm. we shall see to the end of this!
totally rushed back for OGL interview which was the most interesting of the day lol. had 2 nice ppl as my interviewers but they asked me to do this cheer thingy lol...i did it anw... but things werent tt smooth of 3 other frens of mine.. well.. seems like there exist a very ______ person... nvm i hope its still based on personal merit.. the whole ogl business wud be rather boring without u guys anw. its their loss if they refuses to acknowledge talents haha..
as for a certain close fren of mine.. if u had actually said her name like earlier i wudnt waste my suspicious energies LOL. like duh i noe who she is and totally expected her to turn up as the one in distress anw. HAHAH =/
and to chris n xc... thanks. ur efforts in hiding tt thing u were holding was a very gd attempt lol.
sighs. so many plans. too lil time...
choir
pw op
taiwan trip!!! arg. giving me a big headache.
malacca trip
jap course
ogl stuffs (if get in)
tt study thingy
carolling
sco concert
movie marathons
mahjong sessions
parties (many of them =))
sleepovers
outdoor activites
ice skating (yes im gg back lol)
and nyaa stuff (if i actually rmb)
and like many more to come...
thank gdness i didnt sign up for tt korea snowboarding/skiing thingy..
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
for all who think they have too much time on their hands..
or do not have chinese exam to sit for..
or are too confident of their pw.
u can always kill time by trying out this wonderful game:
http://www.gamegarage.co.uk/play/warbears/
its sure serves to kill of tt some time of urs.
=p
have fun.
had NO NARUTO today.
sighs. withdrawal symptoms already? but thank gdness i have games like the above to keep me gg. fueled by my frustration and impatience mebbe. =x tried watching my super ancient dvds like mission impossible 3 and guess what. i couldnt even complete the movie coz my mom couldnt wait to watch her korean series. oh well. and of course she wins coz she has the lethal 'chinese a lvl exam' weapon on her hands, to be used conveniently to stop me from any fun and excitement.
but well! tml will be a great day. coz im very sure my eps 81~ naruto disc WILL ARRIVE. and i can continue the series. hahhhahhaahaha! sighs. i feel so deprived...
NE day tml. wad will we be doing? will it be fun? haha. oh and finally. our class can have a reason to show our spirit. thru the new clas jersey to be made! thanks leon! haha... hope my no. 59 goes thru. haha. wanna guess hw i gt 59? the secret lies in GGZZ. =))
oh and if u have the time or bored too, go to jeremy tiong's blog and do tt love thingy. i think its so true. for me at least haha...
countless postpones of the movie marathon? when will it be eventually held and where? ahha...
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Tears restore hydraulically our balance,
Equably distributing our flow.
After joy or pain, the sluice below
Rises to release the pent-up salience
So that we might recede from what we know.
stayed at home the whole day to watch the sky cry til it has no more tears.
felt like a total pig though.
woke up at 1130
went out to eat
til 1230
came back.. watched 1 ep of naruto.
then 1pm eat
all the way til 2pm
then came back... went online
3pm fell asleep
woke up at 630pm
then bathed.
then 7pm went out
to eat
then 8pm came back..
then came back to EAT again.
now.. while chatting online and all.. im eating again! haha.
and sometimes.. its not tt we r feeling down coz of a certain particular issue
its tt we have no motivation to feel happy and high.
dont u get it? that's jus life actually.
=/
love shikamaru's attitude. totally rocks. lol.
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
the world is weird. no doubt about it.
as usual. so many things have happened it becomes a norm
no we're no longer whining abt anything
or sighing or whatsoever.
no matter hw we say it
it will still drive home the same pt
n im sure we're all very tired of tt already
yes ppl. nothing is forever.
shit wont last forever too.
i can see u growing.
becoming stronger.
as love is still all ard u
and tts all tt matters
dont u think?
on a lighter note..
im hooked onto naruto now.
thank u so much zhiyu for lending it to me =))
but at the rate im going i'll soon need the missing eps
ggzz. GgzZ. GGZZ. we will hold on together.
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
we pray hard.
if there's anything to make us feel better.
tell us. we'll be there.
a huddle, a hug, a tear...
no more losses. promises. let it mean what it meant to be.
please. for our sake.
we have gone thru so much
now we will go thru it together again..
"ten tears"
when i cry my ten tears during the day
wishing things went a different way
i think of the one person who ever cared
and the one person who was always there
and one less teardrop fell from my face
when im thinking of those 9 tears i still had to cry
and all i did was sat there and questioned why
i thought of that day when you held my hand
and when you told me all the time that to you i was grand
one less teardrop fell from my eye
when i squatted down real low and an 8th tear fell
and all i could think about was how my life was in hell
i thought of how you would tell me to stay strong
and i thought of how much i've loved you all along
one less teardrop fell from my nose
when i lied on my bed and 7 tears poured out
and all i could do was scream and shout
i thought of how you were always by my side
helping me, holding me close, along for the ride
and one less teardrop fell from my lip
when i cried my 6 tears at night
and everything consumed me and i was consumed with fright
i looked at your picture and smiled real big
thinking of how i joked with you, calling you a pig
one less teardrop fell from my chin
when i was running and tripped my 5 tears started to fall
and you told me it was okay and you gave me your all
i looked at you and knew i was going to be okay
not by what your face said but the things you always used to say
one less teardrop fell from my ear
when i was getting yelled at and 4 tears begun to fall on the floor
and when my parents slapped me and i ran for the door
i stopped and thought how you loved me so much
and how you helped me up like a crutch
one less teardrop fell from my hair
3 tears fell as i was getting made fun of right in my face
and i felt as if i had no one to love in this place
i cowered and thought of you and i
and how we shared tears together, how we cried
one less teardrop fell from my peachy red cheek
2 tears fell as if gravity took over me
hoping, wishing and thinking i would never be happy
i just sat and thought how much i loved you so
and how much i would never want to let you go
one less teardrop fell from my flesh
1 more tear fell as i thought of my family
and all the wonderful things we could have had
i thought of how you would give me your life
just to take away my pain and my strife
no more teardrops fell from my eye...
we believe. thats all that matters.
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It’s all because of the company you are with and the immediate people around you right. Humans are so weird creatures, always yearning to be motivated and preaching about all the gargantuan values to move on in life but somehow never ever managing to be satisfied about their own lives. But it always happens doesn’t it? Perhaps watching too many fantasies have thrown me off reality. But still I don’t comprehend sometimes…
But still I have to resign with fate and sincerely thank all who threw me back into reality and in the course spoilt my day. Thanks.
It didn’t help with the OP and we had to sit through everything all the way till evening, though it was interesting and not that bad in my case....but still I couldn’t help but agree with the view that PW sucks. Its stand and purpose has been shaken and more are finding it irrelevant and ineffective. Haix.
Its so weird that I seem to be blogging in a more formal tone with proper spelling and all because firstly I am using MS Word for the entry and secondly I HAVE TO CULTIVATE A MORE FORMAL TONE OR ELSE SOME _____ WILL JUST FAIL MY LANGUAGE. Yeah. But of course.
It either I leave the table or those ______ shut up. Thank you.
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
THE MOST PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TIRING WEEK.
is over. i hope. oh man.
next week. we have mundane mondays (cept for choir), TRAUMATIC TUESDAYS (im sure everyone noes why)... and the rest.. cant think of any adjective to describe coz they will all depend on tue. =/
slept for a whole of 13.5 hours last nite. and still have trouble waking up. oh well. overworked ppl we are. but events still never seem ending. PW and MT are just enough to kill my days... esp when they disallow me to watch my movies ! hmpf. even my phone is rebelling against me.. it refuses to set my fav theme and all... damn..
fainting spells and feeling lethargic are a common sight these days... weirdness rule again. hmm. gd thing is yest i finally managed to sit down on my super soft bed to watch howl's moving castle on my laptop.. it was another miyazaki film. very interesting fantasical imagination he has. things tt u never knew could be linked are linked together to piece a fine story.. hahah... u shud watch it for urself. but spirited away definitely still has tt x factor compared to this.. but all shows.. they never lack one element. and tt is love. how interesting..
hahah sorry to mavis and qngwn and whoever else who only watched til the 1 hr mark on friday.. show ur again another time. or come my hse one day haha... gt other shows to recommend too..
i think my blog suits quite well. lol. the epitome of aberration... haha..
oh well.. all i can do now.. is indulge in all i can in those existing dvds i have.. download more shows.. haha opps and start prep for my pw OP.
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
oh man. this is so weird.
ahhha.
life just seems to have gotten more stressful after promos.
but i guess we should expect it???
haha dunno... just wanna chill out and start some anime show/movie marathon but it seems its all talk and no action at the moment lol. coz of all the rest of our extra heavy commitments.
had choir today for 6 hrs straight. including the first hour of successfully spoiling my voice by trying to reach tt 'IN' in circle of life. =x right. lets hope for the best tml! =) waternight sounded nice.. and i like tt song.. itsumo nando demo!
better tok less tml or else i'll lose wadever lil voice im left with already.. preserve...
we must totally jiayou k. hhaha. nvr imagined myself saying this but yeah..=)
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Monday, October 09, 2006
haha all these crazy blogging is probably to make up for my lost posts during the promos period.. haha.. anw the interesting thing is tt when im down here blogging my mum is downstairs doin facial. okay tts nt interesting...but thing is she gt like 2 professional-looking ppl into the house to do facial for her while she lies on the sofa with bright lights everywhere and soothing music in the bg... and the 2 ppl jus started work by taking out they huge array of 'tools' or products.. LOL. hmms. interesting how my mum claims life is too boring and is actually resorting to trying out all sorts of crazy stuff.... hmms. mebbe not as crazy as her son LOL.
as u can see above..those are my photos i taken while in germany last yr. haha i noe this is very random ... but suddenly i jus gt into this holiday mood thingy.. so i guess these pics will portray my mood jus as fine haha.
jus had choir today. after like so long. well it didnt feel THAT long for some of us mebbe coz we spent the whole mugging period with choir guys anyw. so yeah. we gt back tgth to sing waternight lol. the whole song. haha. and we're learning this new nice jap song from spirited away. hmms. back are the busy days of rushing choir stuff and having long late meetings .. as many things are in stall for choir soon..haha. but to many its when life starts again.. haha
hope aggie and de gals will have a nice time watching tt be with you cd i lent her. chris if u r reading this yes its the show.. haha aggie jus rmb to prepare kleenex. i dun mind watching it again.. mebbe i can crash ur hse lol.
and as for the time being... the days ahead are still weirdly boring except for mebbe choir? haha... coz its like dunno when some movie/sleepover is gonna be held lol... go crazy ppl.. go. hahahs. the destruction left behind by the promo monster. anw today it officially ends and ppl stop thinking abt ur papers even if u left a 10m qn blank or 20m of careless lol. okie? =)
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Vatu Vara Island
Lau Group, Fiji
Property Info
Web #: 647747
Price: $75,000,000
Status: Active
Type: Residential
Category: Island, Ocean, Private Islands, Waterfront, Water View
More info: http://www.luxuryrealestate.com/647747
hey people! yes i know i have been away for a far too long time for you not to notice haha. but anyway im back and thats all that matters. anyway lemme warn you this entry is gonna be nothing but fantasies. read it at your own discretion and do not laugh. thats the most impt thing. haha!
look above u and you'll see this wonderfully beautiful magnificant island called vatu vara. very soon it'll be owned fully and privately by ME! yay! the great plan has been unveiled. first there will be 4 ppl who are gonna own the island. that will be me, guowei, gerald and qingwen. each of us will earn 50 mil each and when we pool tgth the money. we have 200mil. 75 mil spent on property, so left us with 125mil. each of us will be minister for respective areas of the isle. me - minister of home affairs (having affairs daily. or meddling with ppl's affairs haha) . gw - minister of mass media (of course.. gossip. his fav) qingwen- minister of environmental/nature conservation (with a capable asst the maiden of the forest =p) and gerald - erhem.. minister of s** erhem (yah...tts jus him). anw.
125 mil will be split and spent on diff areas. first would be building of infrastructure. yeah. we'll probably engage a frech designer, a jap technician, an american engineer and many others to actually build the things we want. it wont costs tt much coz its for a max population of 500 anw. =/ so yeah. hmm coz this isle is the most expensive private isle anyone can buy in the world.. it will most likely attract quite alot of media attention.. (of course with the help of the loudspeaker gw) yahs.. so i'll decide to open up my lil isle to interested tourists ahha... and they will come in with a modest entry fee and it will go into our revenue hhhaha... they will then be treated to the savoury sexy statues of none other than the 4 of us! the founders AAHAHAH. =.= for more details on the tour packages and the age limit for respective viewing of our statues, pls contact gerald.
of course. fast forward to 20 yrs later. we will have state of the art infrastructure and high level futuristic technology. if gw n gerald's campaign of ******** ******** succeeds we will have many many many lil people who need education. they will be taught the vatu language... singlehandedly composed by me. no you are not gonna ask me to give u a preview of it. but at this pt of time half the flora n fauna are already gone. and qingwen will be having a real hard time.. (coz anw he and maiden of forest are the main contributors of the new emerging lil ppl who are totally depleting the isle's resources ahha) the best thing abt our island is that we are the first in the world to celebrate any major world event/holiday... coz we are in the time zone of GMT +12 ahhahah lol.
okie enuf. check back more if anymre outrageous plans are coming out again from our very idle minds. this is wad happens when u mix trauma frm the recent promos and pure boredom of being stuck at home coz of the haze. anw the haze is much better nw and im gg out lol. tts probably y the story ends here. bb!
but for nw lemme post some photos of random happenings during the past week days/weeks.
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