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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?
"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.
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Zheng Kai
01.11.1989
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
I have really thoroughly enjoyed the 'farewell' party! =) Thanks for everything all j1s esp the tenors lol. Dont wish to say too much coz i know it'll never end.. so yeah. i'll be back with more pictures to tell the story =)
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
us camwhoring at esplanade rehearsal studio. didnt noe it was this nice. LOL.
takenobu mitsuyoshi! daytona and shenmue music composer as well as guest singer! "DAYTONAAAA"~~~~ lol... "he is a riot" - Arnie Roth.
ARNIE ROTH!! lol! the man of the show! he's really nice and funny! esp when he forgets to ask the choir to stand and gives a thumbs-up when we do! =)) "we'll do it again next year!" he said it! not me! haha. the anglican high peeps and us! they're really nice and interesting to talk too! haha.. though tt man on the extreme left.. we all noe he's just scandalous. haha
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omg. PLAY! symphony is over. thats a good thing? mebbe? but omg for now its a huge NO coz i cant get over it haha. and to think we wanted to quit at first. but it was really amazing. even though its only 3 performances, 2 evenings 1 matinee, but it was quite unforgettable. oh lets just pretend to discount those mundane siglap practices we had earlier on. lol. even though to us who sat in for the orchestra rehearsals many times and we knew they played wrong notes here and there, but it was undoubted that the audience had a absolute great time and im really proud to be standing on that stage contributing to their enjoyment haha. the amount of people who gave standing ovation on the last performance was never-seen-before. haha.
of course not forgetting those camwhoring moments we went around the backstage of esplanade, of course with takenobu and arnie roth himself, and the organist to! HAHA. and those chit chatting with anglican high choir ppl that completely threw of the whole idea of me thinking that waiting backstage before the performance was going to be mundane and meaningless. yes yes and of course the great music!! i wished i had the recordings, or even the videos.. though i could go youtube to start watching all of them all over again... but nothing beats singing in a PLAY! choir ahha. all of a sudden all of us are suffering from PLAY! withdrawal!
okay. im having short term memory and all i can rmb is the PLAY! thing which just ended yesterday. and of course im blogging using a desktop n not my laptop coz its not even with me! i miss it. come back soon!
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
ohmy. something at the back of my mind tells me a hell lot of things happened since the time i last blogged. but then again. im totally having some short term memory these days coz i couldnt even update gw properly abt what happened during his 4 days in hongkong. oh well.
all i noe is, the whole of last week and this week i kept staying up late late late into the night.. sometimes for faux-mugging, sometimes for day-opps-i-mean-night-dreaming, some nights watching self-convinced meaningful movies, and more often times jus staring at my desktop waiting for it to turn into the screensaver. wow sounds familiar isnt it.
anw what is fresh in my memory is PLAY symphony. with my whole 3rd week gone, it sure reminds me of my guilt for my books. but then again. PLAY is getting more n more fun...haha. had a rehearsal at esplanade today and its kinda cool. mebbe coz we've been deprived in the boring world of vch and siglaps halls the past few weeks.
cant think of anything much to say...supposed to wake up really early tml to meet ppl... so yah zzz
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
utopia!
everyone yearns
who actually reaches?
a word so simple!
a word so ideal!
a word of perfection!
everyone says
who actually cares?
a word so superficial
a word so tempting
a word so deceiving
a word so painful
a word hidden behind facades of lost dreams
everyone knows
who actually follows?
utopia.
a world so perfect.
a word the world will never understand.
-Gekkou-
I am god's child
abandoned to this corrupt world
How do I live on such a field?
I wasn't born for such a purpose.
I am god's child
These chains won't allow;
my being toppled by
a gust of wind burying my steps.
I am god's child
with my heart cleared out,
only your feelings still messing it up
I still can't clean them up.
I am god's child
Keep telling me the "reasons"
till I fall asleep.
only ineffective medicines lay strewn about
but since there is no voice here,
whatever should I believe?
I am god's child
An empty sound leaves marks in my back.
I can't hang out in this world
There's nowhere safe for this thought.
I am god's child
Uncomfortably cold walls,
to what allowances will I
afford my weakness next?
I am god's child
Don't reach out your hand
to the very end,
only you can save me
from the solitude.
time accelerates pain.
I am god's child
How do i live on such a field?
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