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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?
"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.
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Zheng Kai
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
we pray hard. if there's anything to make us feel better. tell us. we'll be there. a huddle, a hug, a tear... no more losses. promises. let it mean what it meant to be. please. for our sake. we have gone thru so much now we will go thru it together again..
"ten tears"
when i cry my ten tears during the day wishing things went a different way i think of the one person who ever cared and the one person who was always there and one less teardrop fell from my face
when im thinking of those 9 tears i still had to cry and all i did was sat there and questioned why i thought of that day when you held my hand and when you told me all the time that to you i was grand one less teardrop fell from my eye
when i squatted down real low and an 8th tear fell and all i could think about was how my life was in hell i thought of how you would tell me to stay strong and i thought of how much i've loved you all along one less teardrop fell from my nose
when i lied on my bed and 7 tears poured out and all i could do was scream and shout i thought of how you were always by my side helping me, holding me close, along for the ride and one less teardrop fell from my lip
when i cried my 6 tears at night and everything consumed me and i was consumed with fright i looked at your picture and smiled real big thinking of how i joked with you, calling you a pig one less teardrop fell from my chin
when i was running and tripped my 5 tears started to fall and you told me it was okay and you gave me your all i looked at you and knew i was going to be okay not by what your face said but the things you always used to say one less teardrop fell from my ear
when i was getting yelled at and 4 tears begun to fall on the floor and when my parents slapped me and i ran for the door i stopped and thought how you loved me so much and how you helped me up like a crutch one less teardrop fell from my hair
3 tears fell as i was getting made fun of right in my face and i felt as if i had no one to love in this place i cowered and thought of you and i and how we shared tears together, how we cried one less teardrop fell from my peachy red cheek
2 tears fell as if gravity took over me hoping, wishing and thinking i would never be happy i just sat and thought how much i loved you so and how much i would never want to let you go one less teardrop fell from my flesh
1 more tear fell as i thought of my family and all the wonderful things we could have had i thought of how you would give me your life just to take away my pain and my strife no more teardrops fell from my eye...
we believe. thats all that matters.
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