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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?
"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.
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Zheng Kai
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Normally in the midst of such random periods like these, I wont be blogging. But I guess right now I'm feeling exceptional. Oh well. Been really disobedient as if going all out to rebel against rules set for all singers - I just consecutively ate hot and spicy stuff for 4 days already. I must stop it now. Well according to Eugene it helps. Definitely worth a try. With everything coming up, every reason is there for my voice to stay. But I can't just simply resist those spicy deep fried chicken or sumptous-smelling laksa/curry noodles! Oh man..
Something totally not related to anything, I heard Ayumi Hamazaki had contracted AIDS. My response was, 'Oh'. What else could I say? I might have been a fan of her songs, but she now has AIDS, most probably because of her own promiscuous lifestyle, and what am I supposed to feel? For her? No.
Well perhaps its very old news but I really am not catching up on much news recently, not to mention entertainment news. Well I was having a discussion with my mum just the other day in the car about our attitudes, in comparison to the society's attitude towards AIDS patients. Without a doubt, I can safely say that although the inital pity and compassion might be present when informed of someone having contracted HIV, the feeling is definitely not as strong as if I was informed of someone having cancer or other diseases. Perhaps this got to do with how these people got their respective virus, or even the society's stereotypes. But generally it came to a conclusion that especially in Singapore, if I had only a dollar to donate and had to choose between cancer fund and AIDS fund, I would choose the cancer.
Of course if you bring in the image of all the sick and homeless African children who got AIDS and not because of their fault, then it would have been an entirely different story. But here in Singapore, where most AIDS patients, are in reality, caused by their own weakness in succumbing to temptation. Once again, this leads me to another point which pities the minority who got AIDS not because of their own irresponsibilities.
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Monday, March 05, 2007
no more excuses.
i have obviously been lacking in control of my time and life recently.
perhaps since the beginning of the year.
talking to potato over the phone occassionally definitely helps =)
wad are my priorities? where does my heart lie? i would need to do something not jus answer these questions now.
anyway i might very well retake my chinese paper. still got that 1 percent uncertainty in me. gonna look for yan lao shi.
seeing all those jc2s take back their a lvl results did more to me than wad i thought. i must have a plan now. i must noe wad i wan. got pretty inspired by all those pretty/ugly sights i was exposed to.
perhaps a lil blogging here and there might help me keep in check where my life is heading towards at times.
jus had an interesting civics activity for the week. to craft our own visions and missions in life.
my vision: "The world is my stage - to create the most fulfilling play."
my mission: "Do the utmost best in whatever I do; for if I am a thief, so be it - master the art of thievery."
i went to the temple today. prayed... may i find myself back if i ever lose myself. may you be that constant breath of hope around me. may my hand be held when im down. thats all the love i need.
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