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VoyAJe of Songs: A New Journey Begins (Esplanade, Singapore 2007)

VoyAJe of Songs: En Fantasia (SCH, Singapore 2006)

10th Concorso Corale Internazionale, Grand Prize Winner, (Riva del Garda, Italy 2008)

4th World Choir Games, Olympic Champion (Xiamen, China 2006)

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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?

"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.

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Zheng Kai
01.11.1989
CHS - AJC
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Friday, December 16, 2005

Well. i seriously do not know how i should start this entry. a hell lot of things ran thru me like a bullet train today, although things may not seem like it. the moment i woke up, awaken by a dozen calls all ringing around my head, it seems endless torture. the first thing i had to do today was to check my PAE posting. and the first call i answered was from doug, nt something i was actually expecting, really. he told me he got posted to a sch. a sch tt was unexpected. so i tot i would be in tt sch too, since he told me others too got posted there. and then, i checked mine and here came the second unexpected twist. mine posting was the expected one. it was clear then, when i read the posting, that there was something more to it.

nothing ends just like that. apparently, the herd got split between 2 schools. and then tim called me and told me something horrible, something cursed. no no no! i wasnt just going to let that happen. such things have came before me and i have endured them for like a thousand years, passed it on and moved on, but no! nothing like dat is going to take place, and worse, be authorised by me. the words he spoke, exactly wad i had feared throughout the day. i ended up having to mask these thoughts by watching perhaps love with my mum at ps. it was a good show which covered me up a little. and then fate has it that immediately when the credits scroll on, xc called to talk abt PAE again. apparently he went ice skating the morning, no wonder no oen seemed to be able to contact him. i was really touched. i dunno why, it has nothing to do with me, but ur passion of something touches me.

then worse things absolutely not related to that started happening before me again. and i had no choice but to shut myself by blasting my ipod. the songs i played were 'a thousand words' and 'melodies of life', both only played when there was sorrow present deep within me, where there was a tingle of fear, a fear that the sadness would come alive and overcome me. i was almost paralysed by it.

yes, and i end up right before u now, blogging about what i feel. it could just pass as any ordinary day, and i may have well forgotten about such an experience in a matter of days. but all that matters is that today i felt something. something dead that probably came alive again, and by that i dun really mean it to be anything good. it was sort of awaken. and it is my duty to put it back to sleep. and it is ur job to ensure its once again in its endless deep slumber. do ur job too, pls. because im scared.