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Thursday, January 12, 2006
AJ had the CCA orientation yesterday. You wouldn't be able to guess what some of the J2 seniors said so we would be persuaded to join their respective CCAs. The guy from ODAC said that I had a very good built for rock climbing, camping, blah blah blah, all those very outdoor stuffs that ODAC does. Interesting. Then the track people said I was sure to be the best runner, best jumper, and don't know what else that people who know me well would not use to describe about me. So in the end I went to sign up for Air Rifle. LOL. Coz firstly, its a new CCA that hasn'e existed in CHS, and secondly many of my friends went to sign up, so I decided no harm trying it too. Haha. But there is still one thing I don't quite understand. Why do all ex-CHS boys who are already very well-adjusted to their JC life keep telling all the J1s from CHS things about CHS that make them miss their secondary school? For example, that guy from ODAC, who was also from CHS Sec, just had to end his whole 15 min description about ODAC as, "CHS Rocks!". Last week, I have, too seen many of such cases, especially for my OGL, Mark. Maybe CHS really rocks, but saying such things just make the J1s feel sec-sch-sick. It's not really working if that was to try to create a similar identity or something.
Of course, who would ever ever ever forget the SECOND time all the CHS students gathered at the centre of AJ Hall, just to cheer, "Gong Jiao, OI, Gong Jiao, OI, Gong Jiao, EBA!!". Yes, we did it again. This time I was involved too. Like GW said, the Cat High part of me feels so proud and so glorious, yet the public side of me felt a little weird, unsure of whether we really should have done such an outrageous thing. Anyway, just for records, this time the cheer was louder, clearer, and with much more gusto. Haha. We just finished dancing Boriquito in a circle and we decided to do it. Furthermore, it was encouraged by a ex-cat high, Barry, if I'm not wrong, ex-CSM of NCC (air). Haha.
More lectures yesterday and today too, feeling bored sometimes by still very intrigued by the subject Economics. Haha. Just plain weird or something. Cannot find a better word at the moment. And TX, forever with his very beloved OG. Sometimes the Herd just don't know whether to feel jealous or angry. Anyway, we were dancing It's Gonna Be Me again. Haha. Nice.
I have been blog-surfing these days and anyway I have a little to share about what I feel upon reading a certain blog entry. Sometimes, the true art of self-satisfaction is really about one succeeding in making the world know him as who he wants them to know he is. It not only builds up his confidence, but also many other sub-conscious parts of himself. It is really upsetting and frustrating if one lives his whole life though with everybody misinterpreting him. There are only two options then: 1) Change who he is 2) Try harder. Of course, we normal humans are not exactly like those very noble people we see in television drama which claims even if the whole world were to despise them, they would not care at all because all that matters is one believes in himself. Lets face it, we are not this noble, nor this so full of self-acceptance and harbouring such strong beliefs.
Also, I would really like to go to CHS tomorrow for the CCA Orientation there!!! But for goodness sake! I have a GP lecture which ends at a very wonderfully earthly hour of 4.15pm. Hmmm. And talking about school, I went to the wrong PDG today. Totally weird. Wonder why my life's so funny at times. But at least I provide entertainment for myself. Haha. SO UR BETTER WAIT FOR ME! lol.
Final quote: Lies are my best friends, just as how they are my worst enemies.
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