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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?
"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Born a Fighter
been thru all tt, gone thru all tt. but in the eyes of ppl, we will always be so lucky, so fortunate ppl that never appeared to ever meet any trials in their lives. most of the time when we hear abt ppl around us suffering from something terrible and life-changing (eg. terminal illness, parents' separation), we somehow always manage to go into a shock. perhaps because these r the ppl closer to our hearts, so we expect much more from them and are especially sensitive abt all that.
esp for children, they always expect their family to be a perfect one, because they know its where their main source of security comes from. they will feel their world has shattered if they spotted any imprefection in their parents/family. many of us will feel sorry for them, but deep below, we probably knew we experienced something similar too.
not everyone has a happy childhood. yes, most of us chose to remember the good memories and count our blessings even in the worst period of our lives. but there are certain things have happened that subconsciously made an impact on a young mind, a mind that will grow up to see things differently. and if they manage to survive all that, a mind stronger than the average will be formed.
sad but true, many of us has secrets deep within out hearts. secrets that describe events tt happened so long ago, but nevertheless impactful. these secrets, ppl would choose never to reveal them, because humans all strive to be independent, to be strong. they do not want excessive pity from ppl around them. it is a backbone for them to succeed in life.
lessons we all must learn: dun be too jealous of other ppl's happiness and possessions. because behind that smile and dream, they might have gone thru much more than u noe. never judge a book by its cover. there's a certain reason y some ppl choose to be a dramatist. and not a realist.
i have gt no quote today as im too sick to think of one, so i decided i'll end this off with a song titled My Innocence by Lindsay Lohan.
Lindsay Lohan - My Innocence
i was born a fighter
i was born on a rainy day
i had my share of pain
but you missed most of that
so many other things you had to do
you looked after you
do you remember what u did
do you know what you just missed
and do you care about that word i have to say?
you took my innocence away and never had a chance to
you broke me in with your mistakes well thanks for the break through
but you wont bring me down i always come around
you took my innoncence away
but the best of me stayed
it could be your blood
running through all my veins
that ties me to your fate
if i could just close my eyes
i blackout all the reasons why
we're still in this place
what u want is what u got
you should have tried to make it stop
i quess you could'nt find a way to let me in
you took my innocence away and never had a chance to
you broke me in with your mistakes well thanks for the break through
but you wont bring me down i always come around
you took my innoncence away
but the best of me stayed
loneliness have filled my sole and it creeps inside it takes control
and i dont know how to begin giving up on everything
you took my innocence away and never had a chance to
you broke me in with your mistakes well thanks for the break through
but you wont bring me down i always am around
you took my innoncence away
but the best of me stayed
but the best of me stayed
but the best of me stayed
ohh. but the best of me stayed.
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