its only the second day of cny

chatted on de fone with gw n ken til very late in the nite

my cough is never getting better.

my singing range dropped frm 3 octaves 2 notes to like 5 notes.

haha.

wanted to go ice skating today

but too lazy and needed to go temples too

so in the end decided to go tml instead coz xx also going

wanna watch i not stupid too today

heard its quite nice n sad.

i dun usually support local productions so i guess i shud lol

also wanna make another passing statement

things that r nt meant to be mine i will never have them

and i dun mind not having

if fate seriously doesnt allow it

something else strucked me this morning

as i was visiting all the temples and stuff

i suddenly remembered abt all my long-lost relatives.

i knew they existed all along

but i jus didnt have the interest to find out each n every one of them

last yr i found out i was donna's god-cousin

who was in the same sch and same cca as my cousin xx.

coz this is singapore

and its so small many coincidences happen

my granddad broke of relations with his siblings long long ago.

then my mum still keep in touch with only some of her cousins til today.

very few though

and then there is still the whole biological line behind to discover

that makes up 3 generations of relatives + 3 generations of bio family.

if one family has abt 3 children

56 ppl + another 3 bio line

almost total of 108 adults and children and teenagers and who else noes wad ppl that are my relatives but i dunno them!

it could be u. u here reading my blog.

its so amazing.

i wanna find out who r they.

and whether i know them anot.

but i dunno when will tt be

becoz until today there are still forbidden ties

i dunno