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4th World Choir Games, Olympic Champion (Xiamen, China 2006)

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no longer yearning. what have we not done before?

"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.



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Monday, February 20, 2006

this entry was blogged during econs tutorial.
my tutor didnt come so here i am..
lolx

anywae this entry is also a special entry
it is dedicated to someone
someone who requested me to blog about this

sometimes what we really yearn for in life
may not be what we get in the end
or probably, what we know we can never have
it is painful
we all understand that
but it is the scars that remind us that the past is real
what is important and significant is that it once happened
i always feel it is the process
and nothing else matters

a boy so silent and resilient
might be still struggling under his skin
to fight for something he cant have
he yearns, but he knows he can never have it
he knows it is time
time for him to withdraw and leave
but he is not confident he could let go so easily
as he is someone who doesnt fall into things easily
he clings on
yet he knows its limited
and soon, it is time
time for him to go..

he stands there still trying
though he knows he would jus be a relic waiting to be replaced
he cannot do anything but to cry in vain
for whom he cant have
he cant cope with this alone anymore
and therefore the existence of this entry
to let the world know
the pain felt by everyone at any point of their life
expressed by an opressed.

why cant you be there?
why dont u just be there so i can see you
i dun wan us just to end this way
its so quick
too soon
i havent even said anything
and you are already gone.

once again i end this entry to let everyone noe
for if they ever feel they are falling into something too deep
or knowing they cant have who they really want
they know at least they aren't alone.
that which led to the existence of this entry.