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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?
"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
oh dear.
this week has jus been weird weird and WEIRDER.
besides me finally getting back into the motion of blogging about daily events rather than pumped up overexposed events like choir's, this week has been nevertheless eventful.
its been so crazy. i got back my chinese paper and got a B for it. but then again its a very lucky one. been starting to clear my makeup PEs. as of today im only left with one more. alex lee must be so proud of me. haha. and im finally getting back into the motion of things (hmm. at least for econs and gp) grrr. june must definitely be dedicated to phy and maths. sighs. this term has been really hectic, but somewhat necessary too.
there's jus too many things ongoing i cant seem to operate and function properly now. without choir, there seems to so many other more complicated events unfolding in front of me. i had the econs test on wed and it was a total disaster. probably the worst econs essay/script i have ever written. not that i didnt study at all. but i couldnt really understand the question or link it with wad i noe. but then again im starting to find policy conflicts really fun.. so u see the topsy turvy-ness in me yah.... bleah. im nt exactly making much sense.
oh and on a totally random note. this whole 'depression measure by anatomical regions' jus popped into my alr crazy brain last night. depression can be classified into 7 regions. the legs, the thighs, the abdomen, the stomach, the chest, the face, and the head. the lower the less severe, the higher the worse. physically-induced depression affects the leg region and to solve it u got to drink milo. bad-day-induced depression affects the thighs, and to solve it we got to sleep. chemically-induced depression affects the abdomen and to solve it we got to have a good shower. anxienty-induced depression affects ur stomach, and u got to sit down and think and paint a mental image of wad to expect to solve it. emotionally-induced depression affects the chest, and we got to talk it out with someone to solve it. reality-induced depression affects the face, and to solve it we gt to tear. finally, expectation-induced depression affects the head, and you need to pray. yup. lol.
okay back to earth. other than the hanging lingering feeling of sian-ness in these few afternoons (particularly on wed) which painted a very bleak picture of wad to expect, everything else in the nice sunny mornings have been really positive. except for today.. which i kinda felt very sad after my chinese lesson coz yan lao shi sort of scolded us... hmm.. its been such a long time since she did that. its rly not a nice feeling. to be honest, im still interested in chinese partly becoz of her also. morever she understands how much a performing grp member have to go thru. it was jus very disappointing. sighs. anw b4 that, i met ms leong (principal) one on one in her office. it was regarding pattaya. unexpectedly, she had no problem in letting me go. in fact she was very nice. oh well. so i guess thats the case. no regrets or anything too. i rly wanna fight on with the j1s but there's alot of mixed feelings right now even though my stand doesnt waver...shit why must such things happen now. its so huh.
okay! so i guess thats all. been on this obssession with food and movies these days. jus keep eating and borrowing dvds. have to return one tml or need to pay fine. oh well. nostalgic or unfortunate, some things of the past are freakingly similar to wad is happening now. and it wasnt a good thing back then. i wonder wad will happen...why cant i jus be a naruto and fly off to seek solace in sereitei during the june hols? lol
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