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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?
"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.
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Zheng Kai
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
it isnt bothering me as much alr. thank god for today, being busy rly helps.
was talking to a jnr jus now. and wow. it rly brings back alot alot of memories. i nvr knew i still rmbed them haha. suddenly i realised the batch im close to: the one which graduated in 2007 ( 2 yrs younger) also left cat high and missing it alr. damn. time rly passes rly quickly. now reminiscing abt cat high also not much use since its only the tcher, school building, name and culture tt puts things to perspectives, and not the ppl. not them anymore. haha...
still rmb the times in sec 3.. had to do those silly things. like promoting and selling ch jive. LOL. hmm. suddenly feel like visiting all those tchers again. =D well. CNY's a rly good time. i have to do something this yr. or at least im rly up in the mood rite now. thinking abt ch jive brings back memories abt my jnr class which i mentored back in 2004. sec 1-2. tts where i gt to know most of my close jnrs till today. and the best part is tt the jnr i was toking to was frm tt class! its like the reunion of 2 old frens which met long ago. even though we rly just met and anw he's leaving for another sch (not aj) alr hahha. so well. but still. thinking abt 1-2 reminds me of drama. the good old drama days. thinking abt ch jive reminded me of council too. hha. though i joined late. but it still had a strong impression in me... plus the tchers in charge. i wonder how mr toh is doing now in china. and i still wonder if that good old mr chen jie jue lao shi still rmbed our yue ding 10 yrs later frm 2003 (which is 2013), not too long frm now. haha.
as for drama, wad i rly feel is a lil of guilt and pity. somehow after we left all of us gt too busy with our lives and preoccupied with other things.. we no longer had the time nor commitment to go back anymore. i think its the biggest regret of my jc life. other than tt. i'd love to say everything else had to happen for a reason or another, and thus no other regrets..
its kinda late now to reminisce abt everything. in apr, im gonna join the ranks of all other 18 yr old males in singapore to serve the nation. it seems kinda bland, kinda uninteresting, compared to the so much more colorful and dramatic life i've been living all along. but oh well, since its a new life, why not embrace it with all optimism. i guess tts wad makes me me.
u noe things have rly kinda changed when i rly start blogging on a regular basis again. haha +)
i rly miss cat high. once again. it nvr ends.
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