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ぜんかい -- ゼンカイ
no longer yearning. what have we not done before?
"the world is really but the stage - create the most fulfilling play"
If you're a thief, master the art of thievery.
A psychotic mind leaves no room for regrets.
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
right. cant believe im actually blogging now. this time i hope its not only for the archives though =x
anw, it has been almost 1 and a half months since i last blogged. and between this period? was there anything worth blogging about? haha im not too sure. it was kinda good that i instructed my whole family (and they really did obey me) to forget and not mention anything about my bday since it was in the middle of a lvls. but well. i say it was kinda good coz i completely forgot about ever rly turning 18 and still stuck thinking im living that sexy seventeen.. until aggie's bday came and left. lol.
what else happened? yes it has been a wonderfully long festive period for as long as i could rmb. after a's it was kinda festive. then came the many PHs incl xmas and new yr.. it was also most remembered as the period where i spent most money. and i still owe ppl xmas gifts. i dont think it will ever end haha. new yr was kind of boring for me though, perhaps i always have this tendency to get into moods of things and events far too early or much later after the event.. haha.
now here i am blogging, also in the 3rd month of my job. haha. all the money earned will just go to riding those gondolas over in italy. but somehow im excited. very excited. like i said of my bad habit, it wasnt long back when i realised its 2008 already and started being all excited about it. in fact if i didnt rmb wrongly, it was only last week. ahha. two thirds of my guy frens have already entered the army, or rather thats how i perceived it to be since there are 3 main grps of enlistment. soon in april it will be my turn.. and am i scared? actually no. am i excited? no too. it just seems like a different life and im in the middle of apprehension and also apathy. yeah right now i dont rly care nor think much abt it. wanna enjoy first.
but then again i shud also realise there is something else coming up tt is equally life-changing as NS. that is our a lvl results. heard this yr is gonna be earlier (obviously). so i guess tt shud be thing im looking forward/scared abt haha. nt rly sure wad to feel. i bet i'd only feel it on tt day itself in the hall =x
time passes so quickly its almost unbelievable that those jnrs in secondary 2 i knew back then who nvr ever seem to grow up are now in jc. and my jnrs in choir are now preparing for a lvls at the end of this yr.. more importantly, i've come to realise that im no longer a student, wearing those uniforms and hanging out after school galliavanting in j8 or god knows where. i kinda miss that. wait. i rly do. and im sure many wud agree with me. it was kinda strange nt gg to school on the 2nd of jan, and it was even stranger seeing everyone in sch uniforms in places we still hang out, only realising we r definitely older than them now.
time passes so quickly my lil bro is now in sec sch. maybe thats why memories of my own sec sch started pouring in quickly into my overused mind for nonsense haha. even to the point where it clouds and overshadows my memories in jc. what path/road he takes in sec sch is pretty gonna make him 75% of who he is in future. and it seems its rly time for everyone to grow up. i wonder what wud it be like, not only for me, for my family and all, when i turn 21, in 2010. i wonder..
anyway, i've said so much i cant label my post-a-lvls as boring anymore. just yesterday i had the chance to step into the staff rm of aj. haha. always tot ex students arent allowed since cat high had that rule. little thrills still amazes me. hhaha
oh and anyway, apart from all the facebooking and random outings, welcome to the AAA: Amoeba-Anemone-Anonymous - for individuals whom are unafraid.
oh well. i cud very well be living in an anime. hah
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